Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, and after something had gone trundling off out, I cleared up after Molly, made the bed, made my poor Mum her tea, and then got back up here out the way. The reason why I was so wound up yesterday was because I had to get out of something’s way so quickly, I had forgotten to take my medication, but I took it at midday, and was slowly calming down. However, that soon came to a shuddering halt. All of a sudden, there was an almighty crash downstairs as something came crashing through the door, expecting to be able to get in the downstairs bathroom, and have a good feed. Exactly the same as that evil old ogre used to do, and I used to get the same horrible feeling when I heard him as well. When I went down there in the late afternoon, I had to get out the way quickly, but I was hoping that poor Percy and George would come crying at the garden doors, but they did not. In the evening, I could not get down there at the time I wanted to, and by the time that I did get down there, there was no time to make any noodles, and something was waiting to go barging down the hallway. George did come crying at the garden doors though, but there was no poor Percy, so I gave her a tin of Percy’s salmon, let her out when she had finished, and got back up here with just a hot drink… three evenings in a row that has happened. When I went down there to get Tiddles, or Molly’s food, George was crying at the garden doors again, but I could not feed her again, as I had to get out the way. I fed George five times yesterday, she ate more than I did, but I suppose that I could have thrown some ham out there, but I did not think. When I had got out the way yet again with Molly last night, I got in bed, but I have no idea what kind of night I had, but I did not want to get up when I woke up early. I did not even want to get up when I woke up again at the time I used to get up at, but I did. Molly was waiting to get settled down, and seeing as I had the big window open, I could hear George crying. I was hoping that poor Percy would run in with George, but he did not, and it has been nearly a month since I last saw him. I gave George two packets of food, then another two, and when she had finished, she did not want to go out… then she did, and came back inside. I cannot go down there to see her at the time I used to go down to see poor Percy, so I left her there until I went back down there to make the coffee. After a few minutes, George wanted to go out, and came back in again because it was raining, then went back out, so I came up here for Molly. Of course, I had to get out the way as soon as I took my poor Mum her coffee, but at least I was allowed to get some biscuits beforehand… which was nice. Today is going to be even worse than yesterday was little girl, as my sister had a stressful day yesterday… with that blasted computer game. All I did last night before I had to get out the way was ask my poor Mum how she was, but she did not even get a chance to tell me, as my sister told me about her day. If I could get out of here I would little girl, but I cannot leave my poor Mum, and nobody could be bothered to feed Molly. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX