14th November 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was an even worse day yesterday than the day before little girl, the smell of eggs and mushrooms cooking away made me feel even hungrier than I already was, and I had to get out back up here out the way even quicker. When I got down there in the late afternoon, parcels that my sister had ordered were being delivered at any moment, and seeing as I would have been expected to answer the door after about fourteen very loud knocks, I got straight back up here. I do not know how she is going to pay for them, well I do, I shall have to write the cheques out, and then have to go without again. When I got down there, the parcels were still being delivered at any moment, so I had just enough time to see to Molly, then it was back up here without any food again. I had only just sat down when the parcels came, but I could not go back down there, as something had already gone barging down the hallway… maybe I will be allowed to eat this evening. I got out the way with Molly as quickly as I could last night, I had yet another awful night, and could not believe the time when I woke up this morning. Molly was waiting for me to get out of her way, she had been sick, and George was crying at the garden doors when I got down there. There was no sign of poor Percy, though I did have a look for him, and I gave George two packets of food. I gave her two more packets, and after she finished, she wanted to go out, and came back in again. I left George in the kitchen, then when I went back down there to make the coffee, she wanted to go out. I came up here for Molly, and when I took my poor Mum her coffee, something was waiting for me to get out the way. I managed to get some biscuits, but when I got up here, Molly wanted some of her biscuits… I told her no, but she went on and on until I had to give her dome. After she ate them, she jumped into the window, waited for me to start eating, and was sick everywhere. I was not very happy about that, and shouted at her, I could not help it, as she even runs away when I go to pick her up. I am too angry to think of anything else to say little girl. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX