10th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was not so bad yesterday little girl, poor Percy did not want to go out, but he had to, as something was waiting to go thundering down the hallway, and someone else was waiting to get in the kitchen. It all could have been done before I was allowed down there, but ohh no, that would have been too easy. After I had made my poor Mum her tea, I had to get out of the way, but I had to keep going back down the stairs to see if the rubbish blokes had been. Of course, that caused many muttering’s and moaning’s, and it was all a waste of time, as they did not turn up, then when I went down there in the late afternoon, I had to get out the way quickly again. That screaming lunatic managed to get out, and was screaming away at the big old fence, but I cannot remember what time that was… then when I went down there in the late afternoon, out of the way I had to make way for gobbling’s. I did not feel hungry then, but I was when I went back down there for the evening, but I had to make do with coffee cake, as something was waiting to come thundering down the hallway. I should have been grateful that no one had been in the downstairs bathroom just before I went down there. When I went down there to get out of the way with Molly last night, that had to be quick as well, but when I went in a room to see my poor Mum, I could have cut the air with a knife. I hate that feeling, so I got out of there, and back up here out of the way with Molly as quickly as I could. I think I had a better night, though I kept waking up. Molly greeted me when I crawled out of bed this morning, and when I got down there and opened the garden doors, George ran in, then I opened the big old gates for poor Percy. I gave them their food, let George out with ham when she had finished, gave Percy his usual, then got out of the way yet again. I was late taking my poor Mum her coffee this morning, but I have not heard and grumbling or moaning yet… though that will most probably happen later, as each day seems to get worse. I am so fed up, I cannot think of anything else to tell you little girl. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too you brave little girl. XxX