9th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was awful little girl, those cardboard blokes came very, very late, and the rubbish blokes came after them, and just went past, they could not even be bothered to empty the bin. It got me so angry, as I could not go in to town to buy silly things like food, in case the rubbish blokes came back, and then left the empty bin out there to be nicked as they did with the cardboard and paper bin late last year. No one can be bothered to go out there and get the empty bins, that is left to dopey dat me, but they are soon stuffed full again with boxes that are just thrown on the floor, and huge piles of newspapers that something gets but cannot be bothered to throw away. Of course, they did not come back, even though I called and reported it, so I could have gone in to town. It was absolutely pouring down when I was allowed down there to the kitchen just before midday, and I had to put poor Percy out. He did not want to go, and ran to his plate, but gobbling’s were waiting to be shovelled down, though I do not know how. Just before I was allowed down there, and even though they had had all morning, someone decided to go in the downstairs bathroom and do the same trick that the evil old ogre used to do to me when I was on my way home from work. I was nearly sick, and it was so bad, I could not get anything to eat when I was allowed back down there to get a drink for last evening. That is twice in twelve days the same thing has been done, how anyone could shove and gobble anything down, I do not know, they must have cast-iron stomachs. I felt terrible putting poor Percy out, and of course, something was waiting for me to get out of their gobbling way. When I made my bed, I took my poor Mum her tea, then got back up here out the way before I caused any more trouble than I already had done. When I went down there to get out the way with Molly last night, I felt awful, and had to get out the way even quicker than usual, but it meant that I got in bed earlier… I had an awful night, and was awake earlier than yesterday. Poor Percy ran in as soon as I opened the garden doors, but I had to call for George, who came along a few minutes later. I gave her and Percy their food, let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual, then got up here out the way before I was flattened. I had to get out the way even quicker when I went back down there to make the coffee, Percy’s plate was still full, so when I had taken my poor Mum her coffee, back up here I had to get. I managed to have a look to see if the rubbish blokes had been, but of course, they had not, and dopey me cannot go in to town for silly things like food until the bin has been emptied. Those two would just sit there while my poor Mum went out to bring it in, one gobbling, and the other playing that blasted computer game. I cannot go on much longer little girl, I am so tired that I am almost falling asleep as I tap this out, yet I will be awake tonight about 600 times. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX