Good morning beautiful Topsy. Thanks to that big mouthed screaming odd thing over there at the stinking old swamp the day before yesterday, I had to keep the big window shut all day. It was screaming, squawking, screeching, shouting, and wailing nearly all day, no other normal kid could do that, even the bucktoothed, knock-kneed old trollops told it to shut its great big gob, but that just made it worse. I thought that it was never going to stop. Thankfully, it finally shut its big cakehole, either that, or someone cracked it across its big fat head with a frying pan. Apart from being moaned at for always being in somethings way, and being very tired that night, I cannot remember much else about the day. I had an awful night, was awake early yesterday morning, and was glad to get out of somethings way to go and get my dopey daft head shaved… that felt a lot better when it was finished. I had a nice long walk into town, and had to stagger back here with another great big pile of shopping, three very heavy bags, and my backpack stuffed full. I spent over £100 again, which most of will be gone by tomorrow, and as soon as I had got through the big scary old door, something was already waiting for me to get out of the way. I had the same old problem when I went down there to the kitchen at midday, I am always it that goofy coos way. I had three egg salad rolls for my dinner last evening, and they were a problem getting made as well, as I somehow managed to get in my sisters way after I had boiled the eggs. I left them to cool down, but when I went down there to take the shells off, they had been moved, as my sister had decided to go in the kitchen just before I went down there, and I got moaned at for causing trouble… it could only have happened to me. The evil old ogre was always calling me greedy for wanting to eat when I was hungry, and I would be very hungry, and last evening I was just that. I could not eat three eggs salad rolls, and only managed a few bites from the third, as I was full, and I felt so ashamed. I did manage to get a good nights sleep though, and only woke up a few times. I fed Percy and George this morning, let George out with ham, gave poor Percy his usual, and got back up here out of the way. Of course, I was in the way when I went back down there to make the coffee, but I did manage to give poor Percy another packet of food before I got back up here. I am dreading what today and tomorrow has in store for me, thanks to a nasty old knock-kneed buzzy wasp, I have just had to close the big window again… if it is not them, it is that blasted lunatic from over there at the swamp. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX