Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was yet another horrible day little girl, even with something not here, I still felt very depressed, I really do not know how I can get out of this rut. The few times that I was allowed downstairs after something had come crashing through the big scary old door, only made me feel worse, as I had to get out of the way quickly the moment I got down there, even quicker in the late afternoon. It was coming up to shovelling time, even though it was over an hour away, I still had to get back up here. Molly was in an even more mischievous mood last night when I wanted to crawl into bed, first of all, she waited until I was going to get into bed, and decided to start eating her food. I have started to wait, just in case she starts to be sick, then I can get her over there by the door, but after I had got into bed, she decided to do something else. She ran across the bed, and suddenly went quiet… she had somehow managed to get behind the telly, which I have had to put boxes around, as she has already knocked it off the table. I tried to grab her, but she went in further, so I got angry and swore at her… not evil old ogre angry and sweary, and I apologised after she eventually come out. After I had at last got into bed, I hoped I would get a good sleep, but that was not going to happen. I had an awful night, was awake even earlier this morning, so I got up so I could feed Percy and George. I fed them, let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual, then got out of the way. As usual, I had to get out of the way when I went back down there to make coffee, but I managed to give poor Percy another packet of food, and get myself a few biscuits before I had to get back up here. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX