Good morning beautiful Topsy. I am sorry about yesterday little girl, but I had done things wrong the day before, and it had made me feel very low. All I had done was change the net curtains on the garden doors, and smeared pink cleaning stuff all over the glass to clean it… and that is what I had done wrong. In any other normal house, that would not be a problem, but of course, it had to be in this one, and when I had finished, the loud voices and crashing started. While I was doing that, something was waiting for me to get out of its wild trumpeting way so that it could go trundling off out, even though I was in the kitchen, which is nowhere near the big scary old door. Just as I got sat down here, saucepans started to be smashed around in the kitchen, then the crashing’s started, followed by the fridge doors being slammed as hard as they could be… anybody would think that I had done something terribly wrong. The smashing, crashing, and banging was doing my head in so much that I almost lost it, but thankfully, I did not. I did not ask for my head to be smashed in, and my dopey odd brain damaged little girl, and I certainly cannot help hating loud crashing noises, and great big black-toothed cakeholes going off. Something else was really looking forward to me not coming out of the coma that I was in, and when I did come round, they hated me even more. The rest of the day just seemed to get worse, as when I had to get out of the way in the late afternoon. the crashing and the smashing continued in the kitchen. It was so annoying, and seeing as the kitchen is right underneath this room, there was not a thing that I could do about it. I was glad when I had to get out the way one last time that night, and got into bed after I had made sure that Molly was alright. I was awake yesterday morning at the same time as the morning before, and yesterday was about the same as the day before, it horrible… I was glad to get into bed last night, as it was so cold. Percy came in as soon as I opened the garden doors this morning, and I had to call George. When she finished her food, I let her out with ham, gave Percy his usual, then got up here out of the way before I did anything else wrong. I had to get out of the way when I went back down to make the coffee, and managed to get myself a few biscuits before doing so. At least I will have a bit of a break today little girl, but it will not be long enough, it never is. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX