Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was yet another miserable day little girl, and I felt even worse each time that I went down there to the kitchen, as I had to almost get straight back up here out of the way again. When I went down there in the late afternoon, George waited until I was going to get up here, and them started wowling, and she has one of those wowls that go right through me. Having that brain injury does not help, and I got angry. I was not angry at George, I was angry at something sitting there in one of the rooms waiting for me to get out of its way. I opened the garden doors to give George some ham, and she ran in, but she could not stay, as I was already in the way. I put some ham out there for her, then quickly got back up here out of the way. I felt so low last evening that I could not eat all my noodles, though I am getting fed up with them, that is all I have eaten since I recovered. Last night was another awful night, I have only just remembered that I woke up every hour for four hours, and I was awake this morning earlier than I was yesterday. I was so tired that I could not get out of bed, and somehow managed to go back to sleep for another half an hour. Even then, I still did not want to get up, but Percy and George were waiting, and when I got down there, I opened the garden doors, and they both ran in together. I fed them, and it looked as if George was going to stay in, but just as I was about to get up here out of the way, she wanted to go out. I let her out with a lump of ham, gave Percy his usual, then got out of the way. When I went back down there to make the coffee, I gave Percy some more food before I had to get out of the way again. I do not know if I will be going into town tomorrow little girl, I have to keep my eye on the cardboard and paper bin in case it is nicked again. At the same time that I am doing that, I have to put up with the loud voiced mumblings and mutterings from something moaning that I am in the way, even though I will be in the opposite direction from where it wants to go barging. I hope that I can get back on here the day after tomorrow little girl, but if not, the day after that. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX