William 1st August 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, something was waiting for me to get out the way when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday, but I managed to get a cuddle from poor Percy before I had to put him out. I took as long as I could though, and came back up here to make the bed, then made coffee, and then got back up here out the way. I did not go back down there until the late afternoon. I had to get out of the way so quickly so something could stuff its face, I did not get any soup ready, but I was so hungry when I went back down there last evening, I was so hungry, I had to eat. I had to get out the way again, and Molly wanted to stay down there, but something weird happened when I got back up here, I managed to eat the soup without any chokings. I left it as long as I could before bringing Molly up here, but she was not very happy. It was pouring down, but some idiot had some terrible music blaring out, and it got so bad, I had to close the window… why they seem to think everyone would want to listen to their awful sounds is beyond me. I had to let Molly back downstairs again, but I was so tired, I had to get into bed when I got back up here. I fell asleep quickly, but was soon awake again, and I had yet another awful night, I felt so bad, I did not want to get out of bed this morning. I did though, and gave Percy and George their food, let George out with ham, and gave Percy his saucer of food. I had to let him out when I went back down to make the coffee, and I had to get out of the way too, as something was already waiting to go thundering down the hallway. I managed to get some biscuits, but of course, I choked on them, and I could not drink my coffee… as I tap this out, huge fried breakfasts are sizzling away down there in the kitchen. I feel even lower than I usually do little girl, and the smell of blasted sausages, bacon, and mushrooms being cooked is making me feel ill. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX