Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another horrible day little girl, where either something was waiting for me to get out of its way, or I was getting in somethings way. There was plenty of time for those great big breakfast plates to be washed up yesterday morning, but no, it waits until stupid me comes down, then wants me out the way so things can be washed up. A certain evil old ogre used to play the exact same trick. When I went back down there late yesterday afternoon, I had to get out the way so quickly, I did not have time to get some soup ready, but I felt so depressed, I did not feel like eating anything. That did not stop something else shovelling down everything that it could get its fat greasy hands on though, that great big lump of pork has gone, even though there should have been enough left over for three more dinners today. When I went down there to the kitchen last evening, I was so hungry, I had to have some mushroom soup, and thankfully, I did not choke on it when I got up here. Molly wanted to stay down there in the kitchen, she did not come back up with me until last night, and I was hoping for a good nights sleep, though I did not get one, I kept waking up, and was awake early again. The only reason I got up was to feed Percy and George. After I had fed Percy and George, I got back up here out of the way before I got in anythings way. Of course, I had to get out the way when I went back down to make the coffee, there was a great big chocolate cake in the fridge the night before last, that has almost gone, no need to guess who had vacuumed all that down. I just had enough time to get some biscuits, and give poor Percy another packet of food before I had to get up here. For some reason, I have not choked on any biscuits, and have managed to drink my coffee without choking, which has not happened for a while. I feel so low, I cannot think of much else to tell you little girl, I was the same with Charlie. I do love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX