Good morning beautiful Topsy. Percy was still in when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday yesterday, but I was so tired, I cannot remember if I had a cuddle from him before I put him out. I had to do a few things, which I thought did not take long at all, but when I got back up here, I had been down there for almost an hour. I do not think that something was very happy with me, but then again, it never is very happy with me. I did not dare go back down there until the late afternoon, and even then, something was waiting for me to get out of the way so that it could go trundling out for a great big pile of chickens and chips to gobble down. I just had enough time to get my soup ready, then back up here I had to get out of that spoilt coos way. When I got back down there last evening, I had to get out of the way again, and just had enough time to get my soup ready. Molly wanted to stay down there in the kitchen, so up here I got yet again, and then choked on my soup. I gave up trying to eat it, and threw it away when I went downstairs to get Molly, though she did not come up here with me. When she did, she ate some food, them was sick over there by the door, and was almost sick again on the bed. I just about managed to get her over there to the door where she brought up another great pile. Of course, that meant I had to go back downstairs after I had cleared it all away, and when I had got back up here out of the way yet again, I got into bed, hoping for a good sleep. I did not get one though, I was awake after an hour, and had yet another awful night, which was so bad, I overslept by ten minutes. Even then, I was so tired, I did not want to get out to bed, but I had to, as Percy and George were waiting to be fed. I gave them both a good feed, but George gobbled down most of Percy’s, and I forgot to give George any ham when I let her out. I gave Percy his saucerful of stuff, then got back up here before I was trampled on my a raging thing. When I went back down there to make the coffee, I had to get out of the way again, but I managed to get a great big lump of pork out the freezer, give Percy another packet of food, then get myself a few biscuits. I did not choke on the biscuits, and I still do not know how or why, but at least I have managed to have something to eat. I already know that something will be waiting for me to get out of its way when I go downstairs just before midday, I hope that I somehow manage to take as long as I did yesterday, but I doubt it. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX