Good morning beautiful Topsy. I did not tap anything down the day before yesterday little girl, I was so depressed, I can only remember that we had three thunderstorms. One came along about an hour after I had let poor Percy out, but I did not dare go downstairs to see if he was sheltering under the trees. The next one came just as something was waddling back here from having a good feed at work, and the last one was in the evening. I was so hungry when I got down there in the kitchen, I had to have a bowl of mushroom soup, but as I finished off the last couple of spoonfuls, I choked, and that made me feel even more depressed than I already was. Molly has been staying down there in the kitchen on an evening rather than be up here with me, but I had to bring her up when I went down there for my medication, and she was not at all happy with that. I do not know what happened, but I had a good nights sleep, and even though I woke up much earlier than I usually do, I was up and out of bed quickly, and went downstairs to fed Percy and George. Percy was already at the garden doors, but it took a while for George to come along, and I gave them both a good feed, let George out with some ham, and gave Percy his usual saucerful of ham, duck, and salmon yogurt thing. I got back up here out of the way, but went back down there about an hour later to see if Percy was okay, and almost got flattened by something very large, very wide, and very heavy that suddenly came thundering up the hallway with a face that looked like a big fat slapped arse. I had felt a lot better when I had got up, but seeing as I had managed to get in the way at that time of the morning, I was back to feeling as depressed as ever. I just got out of its way, and came back up here, but after a while, I dared to go back down there and make my poor Mum some tea, and when I had done that, I left to go and get my stupid head shaved again. It was a nice cool walk to the barbers, I was the only one there, and was soon on my way into town. I did not buy any blasted sausages, no mushrooms, and no bacon, if that spoilt coo wants to gobble them down, it can go and get them. I got another big box of catfood, but I had to get so much else, all I could get myself was three tins of soup, and four milkshakes, I bought four last week as well, and was shocked that they were not grabbed and guzzled down. I had three heavy bags, and my backpack was stuffed full as well, but I got back here a lot quicker than I have been lately, as it was nice and cool yesterday. Poor Percy came to meet me as I got back here, and he came in with me. He came into the kitchen with me, but I had to let him out before any mutterings and moanings started. I came up here for Molly, but as soon as I had put everything away, something was waiting for me to get out of the way, so back up here I had to get. I had to get out the way when I went back down there just before midday as well, but took as long as I could to make some tea, by the way the front door was slammed, something was angry with me. It was a nice quiet afternoon, until that lunatic came waddling over to the big fence with a whistle stuck in one of its great big gobs, I do not think that it could have made anymore row if it tried. I had some more soup last evening, and thankfully, this time I did not choke on it, and I was hoping for a good sleep. My head hit the pillows much later than usual, and I am sure I was asleep quickly, but I was soon awake again, and had another awful night. I felt awful again this morning when I woke up, but I fed Percy and George, then got out the way before I got in anythings way. When I went back down there to make some tea, someone had guzzled down a huge bottle of Cravendale blue, but had left a tiny bit in the bottle, so I had to get coffee instead. Of course, I had to get out the way, but I gave Percy another packet of food, and managed to get myself some biscuits, which I did not choke on. I love you Toppy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX