Good morning beautiful Topsy. Even though some lunatics were letting off fireworks yesterday morning and afternoon, it was a nice day for a change… though I still had to keep getting out of the ogresses snorting way. I kept looking out there in the garden, but only saw George under the big old tree. I did not seem to be as low as I have been feeling lately, even though there was nothing to do, and nothing to watch on the telly. Of course, I had forgotten that the ogress would be at home for a month, and once I had remembered that this morning, the depression set in once again. I have been forgetting to take my medication at night lately, but have managed to get down there to the kitchen without getting in her snorting way… however, last night and the night before, in her snorting way I suddenly seemed to be. If I went down there two days in the very early morning around the same time, the third day that I went down there, I would be in her barging way… something that the old ogre used to thoroughly enjoy doing to me. I had to wait so long to get down there to the kitchen last night, I did not get into bed until much, much later than I usually do. I only woke up once, but when I woke up this morning, it seemed as if I had only been asleep for a few hours. I did not want to get up, and could easily have gone back to sleep, but poor Percy and George were waiting to be fed, so I got up, and staggered off down there to the kitchen. When I opened the garden doors, Percy came running in with George, and I gave them their food, then some ham, and then George wanted to go out. Percy jumped onto Charlie’s chair by the scary old washing machine, so I left him there, and got back up here out of the way. I had to let him out when I went back down to make some tea, and I had to get out of the ogresses snorting way as well… she is going to make our lives hell over the next four weeks little girl. We do love you Topsy, we love you so much little girl, and we do miss you, we miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX