Beautiful TopTops. I am sorry again for yesterday little girl, but when I got back from visiting my poor Mum, I was so tired, I just collapsed here, and forgot to come on here to Charlie and you. When I was ill, I was sleeping so much, but now I am back to walking again, I am not getting so much sleep… I am hardly getting any. At least we had a quiet afternoon, evening, and a bit of night, as something had gone to see our poor Mum, but it will not allow my little sister to go. I choked on half a sandwich last evening, the evening before I choked on my corn flakes, and the evening before that, I choked on every sing;e bite of my two sandwiches. At least I was able to eat the other sandwich and a half, though it took me a long time, a certain evil old ogre would have been able to gobble down twice as many in just a few minutes, and then still been looking around for more. I am hoping that I do not choke this evening, I have only eaten one and a half sandwiches in four days. Those fox cubs must have a den in the gardens of that big shouty old house, and they are coming into our gardens even more, they dug up poor Molly’s little yellow rosebush last night… I was not very pleased about it, but what could I do little girl. I thought that it would be different walking to the home today, but it was just the same as every other day this week, absolutely awful. It took ages for me to be allowed in to see my poor Mum, as they could not be bothered to answer the door. I was pleased to see my poor Mum though, but the time went quickly today, and before I knew it, it was time to leave. Something had told our poor Mum last night that it would see her today, but changed its mind, which caused and argument with my little sister… little you knows only too well about how argumentative something can be when it wants all it own way. Thankfully, when I got back here, it had gone to see our poor Mum, but not before blaming my little sister for everything. Of course, it waited until she had cooked its great breakfasts before starting… and I suspect that it will time itself to come crashing through the big scary old door just before I go down there one last time tonight, only in this house little girl. I love you TopTops, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave, clever little girl. XxX