Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was not a very nice afternoon yesterday little girl, even with something not here, as I was dreading it coming crashing through the big scary old door. Three and a half hours of peace and quiet is not long enough little girl, it knows how much it makes our lives a misery, and thoroughly enjoys doing so, just as that evil old ogre did. I was downstairs for about an hour talking to my poor Mum and little sister, I also fed George, she had two packets of food. There was no sign of Thomas, who dopey me has just realised is female, but I looked for her for as long as I could. I had to get out of the way though, as something was due to come crashing through the big scary old door at any moment. It did so, just after I had got in here, and I did not go back down there until it was time for me to get my noodles. I would not have gone down there then, but I was so hungry that I had to, if I am not so hungry this evening, I am not going to bother. I did not get into bed until much later than usual, but I still had an awful night, and was awake this morning fifty minutes before I was on that terrible Tuesday morning ninety-one days ago. It was hopeless trying to get back to sleep, so I just laid there, and got up when I felt like it, though it was still early. I fed George and Thomas, though there were three cats out there waiting to attack her, I tried to keep her in, but she would not stay, and I had to let her out. By the time George went out, they had all gone. I have not long been back down there to rescue Thomas again, the big black and white cat was not very happy, and stood there on the grass glaring at me. I took a picture of him, and he looks very, very angry. I am dreading what will be happening today little girl, I have a feeling that something will be after another argument. I love you Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX