William 13th March 2023

Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another awful day yesterday little girl, and it got even more awful when I heard another stinking mouse creeping around in here. I was allowed down there to feed George and Thomas around three hours after midday, but when I opened the garden doors, only George was out there. She had her usual three packets of food, I let her out, and it was back up here out of the way until I was allowed back down there to get my noodles for the evening. I felt so low little girl, especially with this rotten date approaching… it is three months since poor Molly crossed the Rainbow Bridge, and I still cannot believe that she has gone. It was ages before I could go back down there, if I had not been so hungry, I would have just stayed up here out of the way. After I had been down there one last time last night, I just sat here, and could not be bothered getting into bed. I got into bed late again, and still had an awful night, I was awake ten minutes before I did three months ago. There were no stinking mice in any of the traps, so I went down there to feed George and Thomas, but yet again, Thomas was not there, and George only ate two packets. After I had given my poor Mum her coffee, I went out into the gardens to Molly’s little resting place… and foxes had been digging there again. I could not do anything, as I had to go into town, but as soon as I got back, I would do so. It was very windy as I walked into town, and as usual, I had been asked to get things at the last minute. Of course, everything was there apart from what I had been asked to get, and I just walked around until I had to,come back here. If I did not have to come onto here to Charlie and you little girl, I would have just gone on another twelve mile walk. Something is after yet another argument little girl, and it looks like it will be getting one in the next couple,of days. I am dreading it, I really am. I love you Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX