William 23rd February 2023

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I was very fed up in here last afternoon, evening, and night little girl, and I was too tired to go out again, so I watched the telly. The only thing that I enjoyed was my bowl of noodles, and hot drink, then I can just about remember getting into bed, though I do not know if I had a good night. When I woke up, I was expecting it to be halfway through the night or something, but no, it was five minutes before the time that I got up on that horrible Tuesday morning seventy-two days ago. I just wanted to get under the duvet and go back to sleep, but I had to get up, as the cardboard and rubbish had to go out. I fed George and Thomas, and George was being her usual self with food, and wanting more and more. After I fed them, I got up here out of the way with a mug of tea and some biscuits, then left here for the long walk to see my poor Mum. She is a lot better little girl, and should be coming home in the next few days, though I have not said anything. Walking to and from the hospital is a nightmare little girl, as no matter where I walk, I am in someones stinking way… it is like being here as a kid, because no matter what I did, I was in someones way, mostly that evil old ogre. Ignorant odd humans just walk into me, it is unbelievable what happens some days, as all they seem to be doing is looking at their phones or pads. My phone is in my pocket counting my steps, I cannot think of any reason why I should be glaring at it. I could only stay with my poor Mum until a couple of hours past midday, as I had to go to the doctors again, but they would not give me an appointment. I have to call in four days time to see if I will be allowed one, which I will not, so they can go and stuff themselves. When I got home, I fed George and Thomas, got my drink ready for the evening, then got up here out of the way. I am very hungry, thirsty, and tired little girl, but it will not be long before I can have all that. I love you so much Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX