Good morning beautiful Topsy. I was shoved out of the way of getting a bowl of noodles last evening little girl, I did not expect it to happen so quickly, but there you go. While those two shovelled down a great pile of chicken and chips, I had to make do with a hot drink and six babybel cheeses… after walking seven miles to visit our poor Mum. I did not dare ask again if I could have noodles, and after I had been down there one last time and had got out the way last night, I got into bed. I was hoping for a good sleep, but my stomach was grumbling and growling so much, I do not know how long it took me to get to sleep. I was awake during the night, but I do not know how many times, and I woke up this morning at the same time as I did yesterday. When I got down there to the kitchen, I opened the garden doors to let George in, but Thomas would not let her come in, and I was not going to give him anything if he would not let George come in for food. I could not stay down there for long, as of course, I would have been in the way, so I got back upstairs with a mug of tea and some biscuits. After I had eaten some jam and cream biscuits, and some custard creams, I went back down there with my tea to see if I could get George to come in… she flew in when I opened the garden doors. I gave her a packet of food, but when I went to wash my hands, she pulled out the chicken bones that had been sucked and gnawed on last evening. I do not know how I got them off George, but I did, though when I came back from washing my hands again, she had got them back out, so I had to put George out with the food she had left, I had given her three packets. I then got out of the way, and headed for the hospital, where everything was as usual, with my heel hurting, and me being in the way of every single ignorant odd human. I was glad to get here to sit down, but I soon had to get out of the way again. I have to leave here early today little girl, as I have to go to the doctors, my blood pressure is high again. It was very high three days ago, so after what happened with me being shoved out the way last evening, having to go without a bowl of noodles, my only meal a day, I think that it might be as high as it was nearly four months ago, 192/98. I hate to think what things will be like when I go through the big scary old door little girl, but I doubt very much I will be able to have any noodles again. I have been reminded at least four times that I got in the way two evenings ago, if it happens again, I do not know what I will do, but I cannot get angry or loose my temper. As with yesterday, I will have to post this when I get home little girl, I am still typing yours out right now, and it will be two hours after midday soon… I have been finished by half ten. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX