Good morning beautiful Topsy. I was very hungry when they brought round lunch for everyone yesterday, a nurse knew that I was hungry, but did not eat meat, so she brought me a fish pie. I have not eaten fish for about four years, Charlie and I would go into the kitchen, and I would have cod in butter sauce with mash, peas, and sweetcorn three, sometimes four days a week if I was lucky. If I was not lucky, that evil old ogre would take time off work, and he was once off for eighteen days with a sore toe. All I could eat was buttered rolls on an evening, and I was lucky that he did not help himself to them. I did go into the kitchen with Molly for the same dinner, but as I was gradually being pushed out of the way, I ate egg salad rolls in the evening instead, but that lunatic decided that he would have eggs as well, even though he was supposed to only have one once a week. When I saw a great big toaster thing on the side that also boiled eggs, I could not believe that blacktoothed idiot, everything I did, he had to do. The doctor stopped me from eating egg salad rolls a few years ago, and I have only had a few since, but I was offered a boiled egg sandwich yesterday, and it was so nice. I was also given a chocolate mousse, and a cup of tea, which filled me right up… I only had a few biscuits last evening. I was going to stay here last night, but I had to go back home to get my poor Mum’s medication, and just as I left, it started raining, and then it poured down. I had a coat with me for a change, but I got terribly hot walking home, as I also had a hoodie on… my t-shirt was soaked when I got home. I fed George and that little black cat, got a wash and a shave, then got out of the way. I cannot remember at what time I got in bed, or when I fell asleep, but I woke up at 5:15 this morning, and wanted to go back to sleep. I did not though, I got up, fed George with three packets of food, got a wash, brushed my teeth, then left for the walk here. I wanted to stay here tonight little girl, I have remembered to bring my tablets, but even though I had that boiled egg sandwich, a chocolate mousse, and two cups of tea yesterday, then some biscuits with a hot drink last evening, I am still very hungry. I am going to have to go home this afternoon and eat something, but I do not know if I can have any noodles. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX