Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another horrible day yesterday little girl, I kept shouting out Molly’s name because I keep seeing her crying out on the bed, and then I remembered her jumping up on the table near the telly. I would tell her to get out of the way, which was not nice, as I should know what being told to get out of the way feels like. She could stand in front of it all day, and be sick down the back of it for all I cared, as long as she was back here. I miss her so much. I thought that looking through the stuff that I typed out to Charlie might help, as I was always telling her about Molly, Jenny, Percy, the Burmese cat, George, Salem, and Jack, but it only reminded me of how horrible it was when that evil old ogre was here. He took over two weeks off work with the sniffles, and made sure that he infected my poor Mum, my sister, and me with his filthy germs. Of course, seeing as he was here, I could not go down to the kitchen for my dinner, but he had his made sure he stuffed his face. It was so good when he went back to work, but it did not last for long, as he was soon off again, as it was coming up to that time of year that I did not like, and now hate. I was nearly caught eating roasted potatoes, yorkshire pudding, sprouts, and vegetable gravy, as he would come slithering down the hallway to try and catch me eating. I would get such a horrible look from him, and would have to throw my food away… he despised me eating, and would rather food was thrown away than given to me. Thanks to stupid humans bang-bang-banging on the big scary old door as hard and for as many times as they can, George has become very frightened, and will not stay in during the day. It is almost as bad as when that evil old ogre used to do it. She came in last evening while I was making my noodles, and I thought she would stay in, but I have only just remembered that she went straight back out. After I finished my noodles, I went back down there, and she came in to finish her food. She was still there when I went down there one last time last night, and I thought that she might stay in for the night again. However, she was not there when I got down there this morning, but came in when I opened the garden doors. She wanted to go back out before she had even finished eating, and I could only get her to come back in for a while before she wanted to go back out again. When I went to make the coffee, she would not stay in, so I had to leave her out there, as I had to get out the way. I will not be able to come on here tomorrow little girl, as I have to go into town early, then when I get back, I have to take Tiddles to the vet for her operation… I am dreading it. I will not be able to come on here three days after either, as I have to go to the hospital for a scan on my stupid head… I will be in somethings way when I leave, then again when I come back. I love you so much Toppy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX