Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another awful day yesterday little girl, if something was not waiting for me to get out of the way whenever I went downstairs, I was thinking about that terrible morning with Molly and shouting out. Then there was the constant bang-bang-bangs on the big scary old door, I am getting so fed up with them, I really am, sometimes some idiot will knock ten times. There was two of them, one after another, just after I had to get out of the way late yesterday afternoon. I had managed to give George another pack of food, and just had enough time to wash her plate before I had to get back up here. I only had three lots of large noodles left, and was going to try to go without last evening, but I was so hungry, I had to have another bowlful… I just hope that I can buy some when I go into town tomorrow. I got out of the way quickly when I went down there for the last time last night, and seeing as it was so cold, I got into bed. I was asleep quickly, but was soon awake again, and again, and woke up very early. Thankfully, I soon fell asleep again, but woke up at the same time as I did yesterday, and did not want to get up, but I had to. When I got down there to the kitchen, George was crying at the garden doors, and I gave her two packs of food when she came in, and then another two. She wanted to go out before she had finished the second lot, but came back in, then went back out again. When I went down there to make the coffee, George came back in, finished her food, then went back out… I could not stay there to see if she wanted to come back in, as something was waiting for me to get out of the way. It was about an hour before the usual bang-bang-bangs started on the big scary old door, and they will probably go on until late this afternoon, I will definitely not be going down there… I would only be in somethings way anyway. I cannot think of anything else to tell you little girl, just that I have to go into town tomorrow, and I will not be able to come on here… though I will be back the day after. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too little girl. XxX