Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another day of pain and being in the way whenever I dared to go downstairs yesterday little girl. At midday, something was already waiting for me to get out the way before I had even got down there. It was waiting to wash its great breakfast plates, but seeing as blasted breakfasts had been served up two hours before midday, it had had plenty of time to wash them, the plates were probably licked clean within minutes. I had just enough time to make my poor Mum her tea before I had to get out the way, I did not even have the time to get my drink ready for the evening. That meant that I had to go back down there in the late afternoon, where big surprise, something was waiting for me to get out the way again. I was back up here much quicker than usual, but still, something was barging down the hallway as I just about got sat down here. Then came the evening when I got some noodles, and of course, I was in the way then as well. I somehow managed to get back up here much quicker than I usually do, but that did not matter, as down the hallway something went barging before I had got sat down here. When I went down there last night, I was in the way again, and was glad to get back up here, the whole day had done my head in so much. I do not know how long it took me to fall asleep, and I do not know what kind of night I had… I shouted out loudly, but do not know if I was dreaming, or if it was real. I was awake early this morning, and when I got down there to the kitchen and opened the garden doors, George came running in crying loudly. I gave her four packets of food before she wanted to go out, then she came back in for another packet, and I got up here out the way. I managed to get in the way when I went back down there to see how George was doing, then when I went back down there to make the coffee, something was waiting for me to get out the way again. George wanted to go out, but I waited as long as I could to see if she wanted to come back in, but she just sat there looking at me. I could not hang around any longer, and had to get back up here… I will have a look out there at midday before I have to get out the way again. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX