Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday seemed worse than the other days since Molly crossed over the Rainbow Bridge little girl, but it probably had something to do with me telling Charlie stuff that I tapped down seven years ago. I had forgotten that Molly came up here and spent some time with me, and I did not know then that she was helping to slowly help me with the pain of loosing Charlie. I cannot help being the way I am little girl, as a kid, I was beaten for felling as I am feel right now. Late yesterday afternoon, I was so hungry, I had to have a bowl of noodles last evening, and I managed to make them quicker than I usually do, though I do not think that I will be having any this evening. I only have a few left, and I doubt that I will be able to buy any when I go into town next, as they will have all been grabbed again. There are plenty of the other ones that I used to like, but I had to stop eating them, as I choked on them… I can choke on a pea little girl. I felt awful last night, and did not think that I would be getting any sleep, but I had a good sleep, and only woke up once. I woke up this morning at the same time as I did two weeks ago, when Molly was cruelly taken away from me, I did not like that at all little girl. George was crying at the garden doors when I got down there, and she had four packets of food… that little black kitten had two. George was quite happy curled up on Charlie’s chair by the scary old washing machine until someone came knocking at the door. Nobody else could be bothered to answer it, so I had to go down there before they bang-bang-banged again, and I fid not make it in time. It was the same human who came the other day to see my poor Mum, and as she went barging into the kitchen, George meowed loudly to go out, I have not heard her meow so loudly before. When the human had gone, I tried to get George to come back in, but she is sat out there by Jenny’s little resting place… well this odd human scares me too. I cannot think of anything else to tap down little girl, I have been tapping away for four hours, and my mind is empty. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX