William 26th December 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another horrible day little girl, I was terribly upset about Molly, and my sister was upset about you too, as in eleven days, it will be the sixth anniversary of you crossing the Rainbow Bridge. I was in the way whenever I went down there to the kitchen… I had to get out of the way at midday, and had just enough time to look for George, then make my poor Mum a mug of coffee before I had to get back up here. In the late afternoon, I was back up here even quicker. I would not have gone down there, but I was upset at midday, and had to get out the way so quickly, I forgot to get a drink ready for the evening. However, something was looking forward to a great feed, so back up here I had to get as soon as possible. I was getting hungry as well, and by the time I was supposed to be allowed down there, I wanted a bowl of noodles. Of course, I was made to wait so long, when I did get down there, it was almost time for me to get back up here. Something was waiting to go barging down the hallway, so I had just enough time to boil the kettle for a hot drink, then it was back up here for me. I did have six biscuits over there in a bag, so that is what I had for my dinner, while something else had a huge feed, and was still waiting for a great lump of trifle. That had been gobbled down by the time that I went down there last night, I still go down there as I did to come up here with Molly, I cannot get out of the habit. Big surprise though, as I was in the way again, and just after I had got up here out the way, I could hear something barging down the hallway. I got in bed not long after, and to my surprise, had another good night, though I woke up early, I did manage to get back to sleep again. I woke up at the same time that I did the morning Molly was taken, I felt as awful as ever, and let George in as soon as I got down there to the kitchen. She only at just over two packets of food, then wanted to go out. I tried to get George to come back inside when I went down there a couple of times, and she did so when I went to make the coffee. She only stayed in for a few minutes though, and then wanted to go back out… and I was in the way again. I got back up here as quick as I could, and am wondering what is waiting for me at midday, surly something is not going trundling out today. I love you so much Topsy, and I miss you so much too you beautiful, brave little girl. XxX