14th December 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I feel so awful little girl, I could not stop crying yesterday, poor Molly was taken in such a cruel, quick way, I cannot get her crying out in pain out of my head, she is such a beautiful, clever little girl, and I love and miss her so much. Last night there was no running across my legs, and no greeting and a stroke when I got up this morning, I feel so cut up inside, I really am dreading having to tell my poor Mum, as she is going to be heartbroken. I wrapped Molly in her fishbone blanket yesterday, put her in her catcave, put her in a small plastic box, and kept her beside me all day. I had an awful night little girl, was awake very early, but it was so cold, I did not get up until around the same time as yesterday. I carried Molly down to the kitchen, let George in and fed her, then I put thick sticky tape around the lid of Molly’s box, and took Molly outside to lay her to rest. That black kitten with the orange eyes ran up, but ran away. I laid Molly to rest behind the big tree around where all the other cats and kittens are, covered her box with earth and leaves, told her that I loved her and missed her, came back inside, and put a saucer of food out for that kitten. I have to go back out there soon, just to make sure I have covered everything, and to put some nuts out there for the little birds and squirrels. I feel dreadful little girl, but at least I was there with Molly when she went across the Rainbow Bridge. I love you so much Topsy, and I miss you so much too little girl. XxX