13th December 2022

Beautiful Topsy. I almost forgot about you little girl, but today has been an awful day. As I got up this morning, Molly came to greet me, I pulled the big sheet back, kissed her, and apologised for being angry last night. I tried to call my poor Mum, but they kept rejecting my calls, and it infuriated me so much, I was shouting at Molly, I said that I was sorry before I got in bed as well. As I turned my back on her this morning, she cried out as Charlie did that horrible Tuesday morning just over seven and a half years ago. I thought that she was choking, then I tried to give her the kiss of life, but it was too late, and she had crossed the Rainbow Bridge… I am devastated, and I do not know how I am going to tell my poor Mum. With Charlie and you, we knew that you were both very ill, but with Molly, there was no warning, I was playing with her last night. I am so upset little girl, it is an awful, awful thing. I love you and I miss you Topsy. XxX