11th November 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. There was still no sign of poor Percy yesterday little girl, I have no idea where he could have gone. I left here as early as I could yesterday, but when I got to the shop, the shelves were bare for nearly everything that I wanted, they had even taken the new carrot cake away. All I could get myself were those babybel cheeses, and they were covered in blasted football stuff. Of course, there were plenty of pies for everyone else, some were grabbed just after I put them in the fridge. As soon as I stepped through the door, I was in the way, as something was waiting to get in the kitchen, but I was expected to empty the washing machine, fill it up again, make my sister her morning mug of tea and put the shopping away. I put the shopping away, made the tea, and got up here out the way, something else could empty the washing machine for a change. I was in the way when I went down there at midday, but I had to make the bed, so something would have to wait. There it was, stuck there waiting for me to get out of its way when I took my poor Mum her tea, and I had to get out the way so quickly, I forgot to change. The bottle blokes did not come until two hours past midday, and big surprise, I was in the way when I went down there to bring the bins back round, and I forgot to change my clothes again. I did manage to change them in the late afternoon, but I had to be quick, as I was in the way yet again… this time for feeding time. I was starving by last evening, and even though I was in the way yet again when I went down there, I had to make some noodles, but after I had eaten them, I felt a lot better. Me being in the way was not over though, I was in the way when I got Tiddles her food, when I got Molly her food, and when I went down there to get out the way with Molly last night. I was in bed early though, and hoped for a good night, which of course, did not happen, as I kept waking up. This morning I woke up just after I used to get up, but I was so tired, I could have stayed there for another hour. As I got out of bed, Molly was waiting to get laid down, and when I got down there to the kitchen, George was crying loudly at the garden doors. I hoped that poor Percy would run in with George when I opened the doors, but he did not, and now it is three weeks since I last saw him. I gave George two packs of food, then another two, and she did not want to go out, so I left her in the kitchen. I went down there to see her, and she was curled up asleep on Charlie’s chair by the washing machine, then when I went back down to make the coffee, she wanted to go out. I let her out with a big lump of ham, came up here for Molly, then when I took my poor Mum her coffee, something was waiting for me to get out the way… and it all starts again. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX