9th November 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was the same as the day before little girl, I felt so low that I could not think straight, and I had to get out the way more. At least there were no annoying smoke alarms going off all day, but idiots were still letting off fireworks. I managed to get up here with a couple of slices of coffee and walnut cake for my dinner last night, while others could shovel down a pile of chicken and chips… not that I would eat chicken, and I would choke on the chips. As I was getting Molly’s food ready last night, George came crying at the garden doors, how she knew I was there I do not know. I had to put Molly in the hallway while I tried to throw out some ham to George, but she just came barging in whirring loudly. It took me ages to get George to go out, all while something was waiting to come barging down the hallway. I got out the way with Molly as quickly as I could last night, and was soon in bed asleep, but kept waking up, and was awake early again this morning. George flew in as soon as I opened the garden doors, but there was still no sign of poor Percy… George had three packs of food, and I let her out with ham, even though it was raining. Just before I came back up here, I opened the garden doors, and she ran back in, so I gave her another packet of food, then got back up here out the way. She was curled up on Charlie’s chair by the washing machine when I went to make the coffee, then she wanted to go back out, so I came up here for Molly. Something was sat there waiting for me to get out the way when I took my poor Mum her coffee, but I just had enough time to get some biscuits before I had to get back up here with Molly. I cannot stop thinking about poor Percy, and where he could be, it is almost three weeks since I last saw him, and I cannot get it out of my mind that he did not want to go out. I have run out of things to say again little girl, I am sorry. I do love you Topsy, and I do miss you too little girl. XxX