Good morning beautiful Topsy. I felt the same yesterday as I did the day before little girl, and felt very low, as I keep thinking about poor Percy, and him not wanting to go out that day. I do not even know where he could be, I cannot remember much, and because I felt so low, I did not tap anything down. I do not know if Molly has decided to forgive me, but she came downstairs with me just before midday, though she got angry again because I carried her back up here. I did not know if something was going to come crashing through the door again, and got back up here as quickly as I could. I was so hungry that I had to have another bowl of noodles last evening, and just as I sat down to eat them, some idiot started letting off fireworks again. I got out the way even quicker with Molly last night, and got in bed earlier, hoping for a good nights sleep. Of course, that did not happen, and I had yet another awful night. When I woke up early this morning, I was so tired, I could hardly move, and went back to sleep. When I woke up again, it was still earlier than I used to get up, but I got up… Molly was waiting to get settled down anyway. When I got down there to the kitchen, I so hoped that poor Percy would come running in when I opened the garden doors, and be crying loudly for his food, but he was not there. There was no sign of George either, as it was pouring down, so I called her when I went to the bin. She came running in, and I gave her two packets of food, then two more, and then another. I thought that she would stay in, but she wanted to go out, then came back in, then went out again. I asked her one more time, and she came back in, and I left her to go under your chair by the scary old washing machine. When I went back down there to see her, she wanted to go out, even though it was pouring down, but I could not force her to stay inside. Molly came down with me when I went to make the coffee, though I had to get out the way quickly as soon as I took my poor Mum her coffee. I had another look out there before getting back up here, but there was no sign of poor Percy or George. I cannot think of anything else to say little girl, I am sorry. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX