Good morning beautiful Topsy. There was more mad screaming, barking, and shouting by that deranged idiot from over there at the stinky old swamp yesterday morning little girl, and it went on through the afternoon, even though it was pouring down. I looked out there for poor Percy when I got down there, but there was no sign of him, though George was there, so I let her in for food. After I had done a few things, I got back up here out the way, just in time for some more screaming from that idiot. No normal human kid can make noises like that thing does, and even if it could, it would not go on and in for over five hours… it is half something, but I have no idea what that something could be. It was still raining when I went down there in the late afternoon, and I had to get out the way quickly, but I managed to have a quick look for poor Percy, and get three babybel cheeses from the fridge, as I was so hungry. When I went back down there to get something to eat, my poor Mum was waiting at the stairs. She was holding up a birthday gift for me from something, three days late, and I could not understand why something that hated me so much, that they told me that they wished I was dead, would want to give me anything. I had never done anything to make it hate me so much little girl, except be close to my poor Mum and grandfather, the evil old ogre had made sure to turn everyone else against me, and how he managed to do so, I shall never know… he could not turn my Mum and grandfather though. All I do know is, that just before I was three, he told me that he wished I had never been born, as I had taken attention away from him, and then he hit me. I was so angry last evening, that I got back up here with just a drink, and I had been very hungry. I got out the way with Molly as quickly as I could last night, then got in bed, but had an awful night because I felt guilty. I woke up this morning at around the same time as yesterday, and as I got out of bed, Molly was waiting for me to pull the duvet back. When I opened the garden doors, I so hoped that poor Percy would run in with George, but he did not, so I called him, but he did not come running. I gave George her food, another packet when she had finished, and let her out with a big lump of ham. I got back up here out of the way, but went back down at the usual time that I go to see Percy, and looked out there in the gardens… there was still no sign of poor Percy, and it has now been eleven mornings since I have seen him. Molly came down there with me when I went to make the coffee, and there was already some idiot letting off fireworks. If I swore while I was in town, I would get my teeth kicked in by the coppers, have all the money in my wallet nicked, my phone nicked, and have a couple of fingers broken. However, those idiots can let off fireworks in the early morning, bought with money nicked from poor humans, and nothing is dine about it. I got back up here as quickly as I could, but at least it was quiet, for a while. After a while, a load of odd humans suddenly appeared out there with their great big mouths going, and it was still pouring down. I do not know if it was at the stinky swamp, or them from the big shouty house, but I had to turn the telly on to cover their noise. It looks as if today is going to be as bad as yesterday was little girl. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX