Good morning beautiful Topsy. I felt even worse yesterday little girl, I think if a naked girl came banging on the door, it would not have cheered me up… I doubt that I would have been able to answer the door anyway, as I would have been barged out the way. I would have liked to have gone out last night though little girl, just for a drink and a laugh, but I felt so low, I would have probably got my head kicked in for being so miserable, amongst other things. I looked out there for poor Percy each time that I was allowed down there yesterday, but each time I had go be quick, as something would be waiting for me to get out the way. Seeing as I only ate three babybel cheese things the night before, I was very hungry by last evening, and had to have a bowl of noodles… they made me feel a bit better, but no more cheerful. I got out the way quickly with Molly last night, and got in bed as soon as I could, I think that I was asleep before I had even got settled down. I was awake a few times, and woke up this morning just fifteen minutes before I used to get up, and was soon down there in the kitchen, hoping that poor Percy was waiting to come in for his food. George was crying, but when I opened the garden doors, Percy did not run in, so I went out there, opened the big gates, and called for him. There was still no sign of him, but I left the gates open for a while, then went in to feed George, who was crying away. I gave George her food, and left Percy’s by his plate, just in case he turned up, but he did not, so I let George out with a big lump of ham, then got back up here before I caused any more trouble. I went back down there at the usual times that I see Percy, and looked out there in the gardens, but still there was no sign of him. I took Molly with me when I went back down there to make the coffee, and looked for Percy again, but there was no sign of him… I forgot to look in the flowerbeds. As usual, something was stuck there waiting for me to get out the way when I took my poor Mum her coffee, so up here I had to get, though I had one more look out there in the gardens first. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX