24th October 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was pouring down yesterday morning, and when I got down there to the kitchen, I looked out there into then gardens for poor Percy and George… there was no sign of either of them. When I took my poor Mum her tea, something was stuck there waiting for me to get out of its way, but I went back down there to the kitchen to get a drink, and heard meowing at the garden doors. I opened them, and George ran in, whirring away, so I gave her some ham. There was no sign of poor Percy, and seeing as something was waiting for me to get out of its way, back up here I got. I looked out there again in the late afternoon, and George cried again, so I opened the garden doors, hoping that Percy would run in, but he did not. I gave George some more ham, then I had to get out the way, as something was waiting to be fed the last of the two joints of pork that I had bought for my poor Mum and sister. There was a big thundering thunderstorm in the afternoon, and I had to get out the way so quickly last evening, I had just enough time to get half a lemon cake from the fridge… that, and a few biscuits yesterday morning is all that I had all day. After I had gotten out the way with Molly last night, I got in bed, as I was very tired, I was almost falling asleep all day, and I had another good night. I woke up this morning just fifteen minutes before I used to get up at. I got up quickly, and got down there to open the garden doors, but still poor Percy did not run in, but George did as I went out there to open the gates for Percy. He still did not come along, so I went back inside, and fed George. When she had finished, I let her out with ham, then got back up here before I got in anything’s way. After a while, I had another look out there, and then again when I made my poor Mum her coffee… something was stuck there waiting for me to get out the way when I took it in to her. I had to go back down the doctors, and I had a nice long walk there and back through that beautiful park, which made me feel very happy. Of course, all that happiness was drained away as soon as I walked through the door, and somehow managed to be in the way again… but I was not going to get out of the way until I had my coffee and a few biscuits. I had to get out the way so quickly, I cannot remember if I looked out there for poor Percy, and I cannot do that again until midday now. I do hope that he comes back soon. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX