Good morning beautiful Topsy. I had to let poor Percy out just before midday, and he did not want to go, but something was waiting for me to let him out, then get out of its way, which I did as quickly as I could. I had to be at the doctors again in the middle of the afternoon… twice in five days, and a visit to the hospital too, I will be as the evil old ogre was if I do not watch out. As I made poor Mum her tea, she told me that something had been down the doctors, and they have to go to the hospital next week. It has to have a blood test as well, but I had my blood taken at the doctors, they sent me to the hospital because my blood pressure was ‘dangerously high’ as they put it. It reminds me of when I had that terrible headache, and would come here to get pain relief tablets from my poor Mum, as all the chemists around here and in town refused to serve me with any. As usual, that evil old ogre would be here, and moan at me for not being at work, then he suddenly had the same headache pains as me. I thought that I would get barged out the way when I went down there yesterday afternoon, but I was able to leave without getting in anythings way. As I crossed that big scary old road, it started raining, which was a big woolly surprise, but I soon cheered up when I was walking through that big beautiful park, as a girl with hardly any clothes on appeared, and she was walking her dog. I could not help but look at her, but did not go all pervy as the evil old ogre would have done. I was supposed to be having my asthma checked, but was told that I have to do that myself, but the nurse did take my blood pressure, which was a lot lower than it was the other day… it was terribly hot in there, just as it used to be here when the evil old ogre had the heat on, Whilst walking back through the park, I hoped that I might see that girl again, but I did not, and as soon as I got through the door, I was in the way again, and I was in the way again in the late afternoon when I went down there. I was so hungry in the evening, I had to have a bowl of noodles, and tried to get them ready as quickly as I could, as something wanted me to get out their way. I did feel better after eating them, and I got out of the way as quickly as I could last night with Molly, but I still do not know if I had a good night. When I woke up this morning, I got down there to the kitchen quickly to feed poor Percy and George, but they were not there when I opened the garden doors. As I opened the big gates for Percy, George came along, but there was no sign of Percy, so I called him again, and waited a while… he still did not come, so I went in to feed George, but left the gates and doors open for him. When George had finished, and I had let her out with ham, poor Percy had still not arrived, so I waited a bit longer, but then had to get back up here out the way. After a while, I went back down there again, and as I opened the garden doors, George came along, but no Percy. I gave George more ham, got back up here, and I looked again when I made the coffee, but there was still no sign of Percy. Something was waiting for me to get out the way when I took my poor Mum her coffee, but I had one more look for poor Percy before getting out of their troublemaking way. I will have another look when I am allowed down there at midday. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX