27th September 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was so different yesterday little girl, something went out for a few hours, and there was no screams from over there, I felt so much better. I was still being waited on to get out of the way at midday though, and I was pleased to see that poor Percy was still in when I got down there. After I had let him out, I had a few things to do, then I made my poor Mum her tea, and got back up here out the way with Molly until I was allowed back down there again. It was dark all afternoon, and it had just started raining when I heard a great crash down there in the hallway, it was something coming through the door early. When I went down there late yesterday afternoon, I had to get back up here, as it was waiting for me to get out the way so that it could to the chip shop. When I went back down there again, it was waiting to come down the hallway, so I had to get out the way again… I had to make do with six lemon slices for my dinner. I had kept them and the carrot cake in the fridge for as long as I could, but now I have none left. When I went down there to get out of the way with Molly last night, I had to get out the way again, then when she had settled down, I got in bed. I think that I was asleep before I had laid down, and I had a much better night, though I did not want to get up this morning. I did get up, I could not leave poor Percy and George out there waiting to be fed, but when I opened the garden doors, there was no Percy. I could hear George crying, so I opened the big gate, and poor Percy came along, then as he went inside, George came along. I gave them their food, let George out with ham when she had finished, gave Percy his usual, then got up here out the way. Something was waiting for me to get out the way when I took my poor Mum her coffee, and I had just enough time to give poor Percy another packet of food before I had to get out of the way once more. I will go downstairs about five more times today, and each time, that thing will be stuck there waiting for me to get out of its way, but at least I have tomorrow to look forward to… then it is blasted bottle day. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX