16th August 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, and I was so hot and tired, I was forgetting more stuff than I usually do. I had asked if I could get Molly’s tray thoroughly scrubbed when something went trundling off out, but I was not allowed down there until the usual time, which did not please my sister very much… and it was her I had asked. Seeing as I was late, dopey me had forgotten to make the bed, and did not realise that until I had got up here out the way. I took Molly back downstairs, which meant that a door was slammed, and I hate doors being slammed when I dare to go down there, something else usually does it, but now my sister does it as well. That screaming lunatic from the stinking old swamp had just started with its insane squawking’s and screeching’s, and I was so hoping that there would be a sudden ferocious thunderstorm, just to shut the blasted thing up, but of course, there was not, it just got hotter and hotter. The lying odd weathering people had said that there would be thunderstorms, but not even a drop of rain fell around here, and that wild lunatic just ran around doing its nuttiness. Something came crashing through the big scary old door not long before I went down there to the kitchen late yesterday afternoon, and when I got down there, it was waiting for me to get out of its way so that it could go trundling off to get a loaf for huge gobbling’s. I do not know why it could not get it on its way home. When I was allowed back down to the kitchen to get food for last evening, something had decided to go in the downstairs bathroom just beforehand, which put me off. You would have thought a herd of cows had been in there and that was a favourite trick of the evil old ogre. I made myself a drink, made sure Molly was okay in the kitchen, and then had to get out the way again. I was so tired that I cannot remember if that retarded, screaming moron was out there when I went back down to give Tiddley her food. I had to get out the way then, and when I went down there to get Molly up here, I was so thirsty, and needed a freezing cold drink to cool me down, so I drank a bottle of milkshake. I have twelve cans of cider in the fridge, but I do not get the chance to drink one before they have got warm, and I cannot think of anything else worse than warm cider, not right now anyway. I can just about remember getting on the bed last night, and I think I had a good night. I was awake half an hour before I used to get up, and I got down there and opened the garden doors, there was no sign of poor Percy or George. George came bounding along as I was out there, and poor Percy meowed at the big old gates… when I had let him in, they both came in with me. I gave them their food, which George ate the most of, and when she had finished, I put some ham out there for her, but she did not want to go. I had to put her out, or poor Percy would not have had anything. I gave Percy his usual, then got back up here out the way before I did anything else wrong. Something was waiting for me to get out of its way when I took my poor Mum’s coffee in to her, but I managed to give poor per Percy his usual before having to get out of the way again. Molly flew out of the door when I got up here, so I had to go back down there to get her, and she had run right down to the scary old kitchen door. I have just had another look at the weather, and they have lied again. It was supposed to be pouring down right now little girl, but of course, it is not, it has been moved to late this afternoon, where it will not rain then either. A good old fashioned, thundering old thunderstorm is what we need to clear the air, and make those deranged lunatics scream, as they are afraid of newfangled thunderstorms, and rainwater. I love you Topsy, and I miss you too little girl. XxX