29th July 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I did not tap much down about the day before yesterday little girl, but I can remember that poor Percy was in, and that screaming lunatic came over to the big old fence a couple of hours after midday, and it was awful. I was still very hungry, and had to have another bowl of noodles that evening, and when I had to get out of the way that night with Molly, it was so quiet I got in bed early… of course, I was awake even earlier, it was still dark when I got up. George was at the garden doors, and poor Percy came along, then I had to take something’s rubbish out there to the front of the house. It was waiting for me to get out the way when the rubbish blokes came, and I just had enough time to bring the bin back round, see my poor Mum, and come up here to Molly before I had to get out of its snorty way. I did not feel very good at all as I staggered into town, I was so tired, and it had started getting hotter. I bought a load of gobbling’s, but managed to spend just £6.30 on a weeks worth of dinners for my dopey daft self, and about £8 on biscuits, which should last a good few weeks. I had four heavy bags, and my backpack stuffed full to stagger back here with, and was back much earlier than usual… but something was still waiting for me to get out of their spoilt, door-slamming way. Thundering down the hallway it was before I had even got sat down, and it was the same at midday as well. It was a quiet afternoon, but about half an hour before I went down there to the kitchen in the late afternoon, that lunatic came up to the big old fence, and let out a huge, hairy old scream… and carried on. When I went down there last evening, something was waiting for me to get out of the way, so I got some carrot cake out of the fridge, and got out of the smug coos way. That idiot screamed away for ages, and only stopped to go out there in the lane and scream even louder. After I had to get out the way yet again last night with Molly, I was so tired, and got into bed, hoping for a good sleep, and maybe a lie in… I was awake early again, and I do not know if I had a good sleep. I fed poor Percy and George, let George out with ham, but she came back in, then stayed out there by the garden doors. I stood there waiting to see if she would come back in, but she just sat there looking at me. I waited as long as I could, but she would not come in, so I closed the doors. I already had to get out the way, and gave poor Percy his usual, then got up here before I was flattened. I had to get out the way when I went back down to make the coffee, and had just enough time to take my poor Mum’s coffee in to her, give poor Percy another pack of food, then up here I had to get. No doubt the goofy coo will be sat there like a warthog with piles when I am allowed back down there, and that retarded idiot will be screaming all afternoon… likely, probably soon. I love you Topsy, and I miss you, I miss you so much little girl. XXXXX