15th June 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. That lot over there at the stinky old swamp started about an hour before midday yesterday little girl, and as soon as I heard ‘oh ohhh’ from that purse-lipped idiot, and then ‘goo-goo-goo’ from a knock-kneed old trollop, I thought that was it. The noises soon quietened down, but started up again when I went down there to the kitchen just before midday, with some old trollop growling away like a dog with a bone. Poor Percy was still in, and I had a nice cuddle before I let him out, but then I had to get out the way of another growling odd thing. It was very hot, and very boring up here, I hate the heat, and hate being out there in it, but there is nothing that I can do about it… I cannot even turn the newish scary old fan on, as that costs about £50 an hour to run. When I was allowed back down there late yesterday afternoon, I had to get back up here as quickly as I could. Something was waiting for more gobbling’s, and when I went back down there for something to eat, I had to hurry up again. I had just wanted some carrot cake, but my greedy odd stomach had been grumbling away for over an hour, so I had to have a large bowl of noodles. That will not be happening today though, it is still only early, but feels like it is about 330° in the shade. After I went down there for Molly last night, something was waiting for me to get out the way again. I got back up here as quickly as I could, and got into bed… I was so tired, and had almost fallen asleep yesterday morning. I only woke up a few times, but was awake before it had got light, though I managed to get back to sleep. I woke up not long before I used to get up, went to feed Percy and George, and they both came bounding in together when I opened the garden doors. I fed them both, but they left a lot of food, so I gave it to Percy to eat with some ham. I let George out with ham, but she did not touch it, then I got up here out the way before something wide and heavy flattened me. Molly was nowhere to be seen, and when I went back down to make the coffee, and took my poor Mum’s in to her, there was something stuck there like an ornamental walrus, waiting for me to get out of its growling way. When I went to see Percy, he was asking for more food , but had not eaten the food that I had given him. I just had enough time to get a cuddle, then I had to get out of the way. As I got in here, Molly came sliding down the front of the cupboard, and came whirring across the bed to me. Of course, she did not want to know me, she just wanted me to give her some biscuits, and then she went away again… I do not even get a faint brrr when I touch her head. I do not know if I will be going into town tomorrow little girl, as the rubbishy blokes are coming. Last time, I had to wait two hours before they came, and then had to bring the wheelie-binny thingy round… in a normal house, something else would do that while I was staggering back here with gobbling’s for it to grab and shovel down. I hope that they will be here before I want to leave to go into town, because if they are not, I shall have to go the next day. I love you so much Topsy, and I miss you so much too little girl. XxX