Good morning beautiful Topsy. The day before yesterday was better than usual, that awful cloud had gone away, and it felt much better. When it came to me getting out of the way with Molly that night, she decided to start with her wowing’s as soon as we got up here. The more that I ignored her, the louder she got, until I could not take it anymore, and shouted at her to shut up… I hate loud noises little girl, and I cannot help getting angry. Something knows this, but doors are slammed as hard as they possibly can be, voices are raised as loud as they possibly can be, shouting is done as loudly as possible, and if I am lucky, that terrible screaming will be done… and all because I do not like loud noises. I had an awful night, was awake very early yesterday morning, so I went down there to do a few things, then I fed Percy and George. At least I was able to get into town earlier than usual. I had a great big pile of shopping to stagger back here with though, all I bought for myself was a few packets of biscuits, and enough noodles to last me a week. I bought Percy and George a great big box of food, and some more ham, I bought Molly more of the new food that she likes, and bought a great big leg of lamb for my poor poor Mum and sister. I hate handling anything like that, but there is no other way it can be bought back here. I already know who will be licking their sunburnt lips, and rubbing their hooves together at the thought of grabbing and gobbling down the most of that lamb, I doubt that my poor Mum will get a look-in, she will be lucky to get a roasted spud. My backpack was stuffed full, I had five very heavy bags to lug back here, and my fingers were bent and buckled when I finally got to the big scary old door. I even bought my sister two bottles of WKD to cheer her up. She was fine when I was in the hallway, and of course, something was waiting for me to get out of their snorting way as soon as I stepped through the big scary old door. After I had put the shopping away, I got out of the way, and by the time that I went back down there to the kitchen at midday, my sister was in one of her moods again… I really could not believe it. The rest of the day was ruined, and I had to be careful with what I said, it was awful. Molly did not wait for me to get into bed before she started with her ear-piercing wowing’s last night, she started as soon as we had got up here out of somethings way. I had to sit here in this chair until she finally stopped, and when I did get into bed and fell asleep, she woke me by galloping across my chest. I was awake early again this morning, not as early as yesterday, but I could have done with another hours sleep. I fed Percy and George, let George out with ham, and gave Percy his usual before getting back up here out of the way. When I went back down to make the coffee, Percy wanted to go out, and seeing as something was already waiting for me to get out the way, I was back up here quickly. I was hoping for a peaceful day, and up until a few minutes ago, it was quiet… but then a herd of screaming, squawking, flat-nosed mini human things started over the back there. It sounds like a school at break time, but there are no schools near here, and anyway, they are on their nineteenth holiday for this year. I just hope that another big, fat old trollop with about twenty different kids by forty different fathers has not been shoved in around here, it is bad enough with the two evil old slappers inbred kids that we already have to put up with… one of them looks as if he is his own father. Maybe today will be a much better day little girl, but I doubt it very much. I love you Topsy, I do love you little girl, and I do miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX