William 28th March 2022

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I have just heard poor Percy being shoved out, but he has been in for about three and a half hours, I am glad that I managed to get a cuddle from him this morning. Yesterday afternoon was just as noisy as it was the day before, and my little sister has the hump with me because I have asked for the lights to be turned off when they are not being used. Sometimes something leaves the kitchen lights on all night, just to make me angry. It is alright for them, they have never had to pay any bills, and it will be dopey daft me that has to go without when a lot more money is needed to pay them… I certainly will not be staggering back from town with loads of gobbling’s for a while. I think that I have about eight tins of mushroom soup, ten lots of small noodles, and four pieces of blue cheese, so there is enough there to keep me going for at least a month, maybe more if I do not eat as much cheese. I will just have to cut back on the biscuits, that should save at least £20 a month. I was still hungry last evening after I finished my noodles, and got some carrot cake when I went down there to get Tiddles her food. I choked on the last one, and brought everything up… but as the evil old ogre used to say to me, "that will teach you to be greedy," though I had not eaten properly for three days. I thought that I was in for another awful night, and it started off that way. Just after I got into bed, Molly started with her naughtiness, and I had to get back out a couple of times, then she tried to get behind the telly, and I swore. I did not swear at her, I just got out of bed, picked her up, and stroked her, she then went under the bed. I only woke up twice during the night, and woke up this morning half an hour before I usually do… which was better than yesterday, when it was an hour. Percy and George were not out there when I opened the garden doors. Percy came up the garden, and I called for George, who came wowing along not long after. I gave them both two packets of food each, which George ate the most of, and let George out with a big lump of ham. I cannot cut back on food for them, I will go without myself if that has to happen, after all, my poor Mum and dopey me had go without when two greedy fat odd things wanted more after they had shovelled down a great plateful of food, and would then take our food. I gave Percy his usual, then got up here before I caused anymore trouble than I already have. Poor Percy had almost cleared his plate when I went back down there to make the coffee, so after I had taken my poor Mum’s coffee into her, and before I had to get out of the way, I gave him a packet of Molly’s posh food. I also managed to get myself some biscuits, and did not choke on any, which was nice. Usually, today would be a nice day little girl, but I doubt it will be today. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX