Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday just got worse with the loud noises little girl, dogs were barking, especially that one over the back there. In the afternoon, it got even worse, as a herd of screaming, squawking, wailing kids arrived with a load of blasted footballs. I have never heard so much noise made with blasted footballs before, and I thought that it would never end. When it did, I did something else wrong when I went downstairs for my one meal a day. I asked for the lights to be turned off, and not left blazing away as they usually are… the bathroom lights, hallway lights, and the kitchen lights are always left on, and most of the time, something does it deliberately. I have to somehow manage to find an extra £800 for the electrickery and gassy bill over the next year, and it has to come from somewhere. When I was a kid, the evil old ogre was always muttering and moaning about the bills. He was always saying that "we will all have to tighten our belts," and by we, he meant that my poor Mum and me had to go without, while he and something else kept shovelling and gobbling all day. I have never known either of them to go without… if there was just enough food in the house for one, my sister and me would go without for our poor Mum, but something else would go on and on wailing, "but what about me," until our Mum gave her her food. I could easily find the money if something was not so greedy, but that is not going to happen. I could not even buy my poor Mum a box of chocolates for Mother’s Day, as the box would be grabbed, and most of the chocolates gobbled down before the end of the day. I had to get out of the way quickly last evening, and when I got up here, I choked on the first forkful of quiche. I did not think that I would have a good nights sleep, but it was better than usual. Of course, I was awake even earlier than ever this morning, as the time had been shoved forward… normally, I would have just gone back to sleep, but I could not. Poor Percy and George were waiting by the garden doors when I got down there to the kitchen, and I gave them a good feed. I let George out with a big lump of ham, gave Percy a packet of Molly’s posh food, then got back up here out of the way before I did anything else wrong. I had to let Percy out when I went back down to make the coffee, as it is chomping and champing more than ever day, and I had to get out of the way even quicker than usual. I managed to get some biscuits before I had to get up here out of the way, I was very hungry, and of course, I choked on the first one. I am hoping that today will not be as bad a yesterday was little girl, but I expect it to be worse… I can already hear irritating kids, and that little coos screaming’s. I love you Topsy , I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXXX