Good morning beautiful Topsy. The nasty old scary wind was blowing around the gardens again yesterday little girl, it was not as bad as the day before, but it was still scary. Even so, when I was allowed down there to the kitchen just before midday, poor Percy had been shoved out again, I looked for him, but there was no sign of him anywhere… at least he had been in for about four hours. Of course, something was already waiting for me to get out the way. I made my poor Mum her coffee, and got back up here out of the way before I did anything wrong. The same thing happened when I was allowed back downstairs in the late afternoon, as something just happened to be waiting to be fed with a great big lump of shepherds pie. I could only stay down there for a few minutes, just long enough to get a drink ready, but not long enough to get some mushroom soup ready. I felt so depressed when I got back up here. I had to have noodles again last evening, as I had to get out of the way quickly again, and just as I was cooking my noodles, George started crying at the garden doors. I put Molly in the bathroom, opened the garden doors, and George flew in with poor Percy just after. I did not have time to feed them both, so I let them out with a big lump of ham. A few minutes later, George was crying again, so I threw some more ham out there for them. Just as I was getting out of the way with my noodles, George cried again… I could not ignore her, and threw some more ham out there for them, then I got out of the way again. Last night, when I had to go back down there for Molly, I had to get out of the way again, and when I had got back up here, I got into bed. I have no idea if I had a good night, but I do remember that I kept on waking up, and was awake very early yet again this morning. I went down there to let Percy and George in, and gave them their usual. George wanted to go out when she had finished, so I let her out with another big lump of ham, gave Percy his usual, then got out of the way… even at that time of the morning, I can be in the way, sometimes much earlier. I had to let poor Percy out when I went back down to make the coffee, as even more food than usual will be being grabbed, cooked, and shovelled down today. I came back up here for Molly, took her in to see my poor Mum, and played with Molly in the kitchen. As I was making the coffee, Molly was chasing a paper ball, when she found a peg under Charlie’s chair by the fridge, and she started playing with that. She was leaping in the air, and jumping sideways, which made me laugh, which was the first time in ages, but did not last for long. It lasted right up until I took my poor Mum’s coffee into her, where something was waiting. As I went down the hallway to get Molly, it started shouting and moaning that I was in its way, and it wanted to get down the hallway. If I had said anything, it would have started shouting its great big spoilt gob off, and then the door slamming would have started, so I just got back up here with Molly, and let it get its own way as usual. It looks as if it is going to be another horrible day little girl. I love you Topsy, and I do miss you little girl. XxX