Good morning beautiful Topsy. Just after I had been on here to little you yesterday morning, the delivery bloke arrived with a great big pile of shopping that I had ordered last week. Because I had to get out of the way so quickly yesterday morning, I had forgotten to ask permission if I could come down and open the big scary old door, bring the shopping in, and put it all away, but I thought that I might get a chance when he knocked. It was pointless though, as something that is supposed to have wonky back legs, managed to come thundering out of one of the rooms, and get to the big scary old door whilst the poor bloke was still knocking. When I was finally allowed down there just before midday, nearly everything had been left by the big scary old door, but at least poor Percy was still in, and was curled up on Charlie’s chair by the scary old washing machine. I managed to get a nice cuddle from poor Percy before I put him out, and then I found out that something was waiting for dopey daft me to get out of the way as usual… which is why I wanted to get down there early in the first place. It took me over an hour to put everything away, and there was thirty-two chicken and vegetable pies, which would last a normal family about two months, with everything else that is eaten, but not this one. Six of them were grabbed, cooked, and gobbled down with a big bag of chips yesterday afternoon, when I used to eat meat, I liked the same chicken and vegetable pies, only I had one with mashed spud and peas. It filled up me after a hard day at work, but I was forced to stop eating them because of complaining’s, muttering’s, and being told that I was greedy. When I had put everything away, I made my poor Mum her coffee, and got back up here with Molly. As we got in here, Molly cried to go back down, so I took her, but in that little bit of time that it took me to get up the stairs, something had gone thundering down the hallway, and was wallowing in a pool of water in the downstairs bathroom. It made some splishing and sploshing warning noises as I went past… as if I would go in there, I would have my eyes dislocated if I did so. I put Molly in the kitchen, then got back up here feeling terribly low. I do not know what happened, but the afternoon went by very quickly, and it was time for me to go back downstairs, where of course, I had to get out of the way quickly so something could have a good feed. I had to get out the way when I went back down there last evening as well, and had just enough time to make a drink for myself, then some noodles, and get back up here out of the way. It went down the hallway even quicker as I got up here. After I had to get out of the way yet again when I went down for Molly last night, I got into bed, and had a good night for a change, though I was awake early again this morning. I managed to get back to sleep though, and when I woke up, it was about fifteen minutes before I used to get up. I gave Percy and George two packets of food each, and when George finished, I let her out with a big lump of ham… it is not as cold as it was, so she goes out now. I gave Percy his usual, then got up here out of the way before I was flattened by something. I had to get out of the way again when I went back down to make the coffee, but before I did, I gave poor Percy another packet of food, then made a fuss of him. Something was already thundering down the hallway before I had even gotten sat down properly, and it will be the same old cobblers when I go back down there just before midday. Something is supposed to be going trundling off out, but instead of going an hour ago, now, in an hours time, or an hour after midday, it decides that it wants to go trundling off out as I am going downstairs just before midday. It could go whilst dopey daft me is in the kitchen, but ohhhhh no, it wants me back up here out of the way before it does anything. I cannot let it get to me though little girl, as it is looking for an argument, and nothing is upsetting my poor Mum this year. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXXX