William 17th December 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I can only remember a few things from the day before yesterday little girl, as I was feeling very low, but I can remember that something is after an argument. It is going out of its way to try and get an argument going little girl, just as it always does, and just as that evil old ogre would do, especially around Christmas and Easter, and the old family traditions do have to be kept up. It is only going to get worse in the next few days. I was somehow able to eat a bowl of noodles that evening without choking, and I was so tired, I went to sleep about an hour earlier than I usually do. Of course, I had another restless night, was awake an hour before I have been waking up lately, and seeing as it was pointless trying to go back to sleep, I got up. I did not feed Percy and George straight away, as it was far too early, and of course, the usual great pile of rubbish had been left for dopey me to take out. When I did feed Percy and George, I gave them a good feed, let George out with ham, and I gave Percy his usual… I suppose he was shoved out just after I left to go into town. The walk into town was nice, but it was horrible when I got there, with nasty odd ignorant humans barging and shoving, then grabbing whatever they could. I managed to get the last big box of catfood, as they had all been grabbed as well, it is a wonder that I was able to get any biscuits. Even though there is a great big pile of shopping coming today, I still had to stagger back here with a load more. The bill was nearly £120, and I shall probably have to spend the same amount next week as well… grabbing, gobbling and shovelling goes up 200% at this time of year. Of course, when I got back here, something was waiting for me to get out the way, and when I went back down there just before midday, it was waiting again. If that was not enough, just before I went down there to the kitchen in the late afternoon, up the stairs something came clomping, and when I got down there, my poor Mum told me that something was waiting for me to get out of the way again. This time, it was waiting for me to get out the way so it could go out for another great pile of chips, and just as I got back up here out of its stinking way, back down there it went clomping. As I said, the spoilt coo is after an argument, and I am expecting it to get worse each time that I go downstairs. When I went down there last evening, I had to get out the way quickly, and George cried out twice for food, I gave her nearly a whole tub of ham, but had to get out the way. For the fourth evening in a row, I was able to eat my noodles, but I did almost choke twice. At least I was not awake so early this morning, I woke up twenty minutes before I used to get up. I fed Percy and George, let George out with ham, and gave Percy his usual before getting out the way. Poor Percy had cleared his plate when I went back down there to make the coffee, and something was waiting for me to get out of the way yet again. I gave him another packet of food, and managed to get some biscuits before I had to get up here… something rather large, and very heavy went thundering down the hallway just after I had got up here. I feel depressed enough as it is little girl, and I am dreading what is going to happen when I go back down there in just over an hour. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX