Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was awful little girl, I have been wanting to have Molly’s tray scrubbed yesterday, and seeing as something goes trundling off out an hour before midday on a Friday, I thought that would be a good time to do so. I had asked my poor Mum to call me when something went out, but when the time came, I was not called, and I waited… by the time that I went downstairs just before midday, I thought my poor Mum had forgot. Of course, my poor Mum had not forgotten… something was waiting for me to come down, so that I could get out of the way, so it could go trundling out for something else, before going trundling out as it usually does. I was very angry little girl, I do not know how the grinning, gobbling, snorting coo knew, but it made me wait until an hour and a half after midday before it went out as it usually does on a Friday. To make me even more angrier, it came back early. I was in a room talking to my poor Mum and little sister, and it kept sighing, snorting, and barging in and out of that room until I could not take it anymore, and came back up here with Molly. It is the same trick that it, and the old ogre would do when I went in a room when I was a kid, along with tutting, muttering, and moaning. I then had to get out of the way quickly in the late afternoon, as it was waiting for another great feed… I had to make do with noodles again. Of course, halfway through them, I choked on them, then I choked on my medication, and then some medicine. I know I woke up at least three times during the night, I was awake an hour early again, and I could not get back off to sleep, so I got up. When I got down there to the kitchen, I opened the garden doors, and Percy came running in with George… it was absolutely freezing. I gave them both a good feed, and even though it was cold, George wanted to go back out. I gave George some ham, gave Percy his usual, then got back up here out the way. When I went back down there to make the coffee, I looked out there into the garden, and saw poor George huddled up in a big pile of leaves that I had swept up. When I opened the garden doors to give her some more ham, she wanted to come in, and I certainly was not going to stop her. I gave George and Percy another packet of food each, and when she finished, George wanted to go out. I would have liked her to stay in, but could not force her, and I could not stay down any longer, as something was waiting for me to get out of the way. I gave Percy another packet of food before I took my poor Mum’s coffee into her, then back up here out of the way I got again. If I dare to go into that room to talk to my poor Mum and little sister today, I am expecting it to be even worse than yesterday… as long as something gets its own way, nothing else matters. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX