William 20th November 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. I cannot remember much about yesterday little girl, as I forgot to make any notes… my dopey daft heed is not working properly, as when I got up this morning, I thought that it was two days before I go into town. When something went out yesterday, I went downstairs with Molly, put her in the kitchen, and went and sat down in a room with my poor Mum and little sister. I was nice for a while, but then it all had to stop. Through the big scary old door something came crashing, then came barging into the room where I was sitting and talking, and threw itself down on one of the reinforced settees. I have just heard the garden door being slammed shut, which means that poor Percy has been shoved out so something can have another great feed. It was snorting and grunting away so much, I had to eventually leave before I said something, and then caused another argument. Late yesterday afternoon, I could not stay very long down there in the kitchen for long, as something was waiting to be fed, so I had to make do with yet another small bowl of noodles last evening. Of course, I choked on them, I choked on the very first forkful, and that was after I had chewed them thoroughly… and I thought that would mean another awful night. To my surprise, I had a good night, and overslept this morning by nearly ten minutes. When I got down there to the kitchen, I let Percy and George in, gave them both a good feed, let George out with a big lump of ham, and gave poor Percy a saucer of ham and squirty salmon. I got back up here before I was flattened by an unregistered, very heavy, very large hairy goofy thing, and left in a crumpled heap by the side of the hallway. When I went back down there to make the coffee, poor Percy, just wanted a fuss made of him, he did not want to go out. When I took my poor Mum’s coffee into one of the rooms for her, there was something waiting for me to get out of its way, but I went back down to the kitchen to see poor Percy, and gave him one of Molly’s posh foody thingies. I had to get out of the way so quickly, I forgot to give Percy a cuddle, but thought that I would be able to when I was allowed back down there to the kitchen just before midday… though something wanting yet another big feed has stopped that. At least I have managed to have a few biscuits this morning little girl, though I have had to stop having another mug of coffee around midday, as the tins of cream are disappearing so quickly. Dopey daft me has to make do with just one drink in the morning, and one at night… I was allowed more when the evil old ogre was here, and I could have a proper meal three or four times a week too. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX