Good morning beautiful Topsy. It was another horrible day yesterday little girl, but at least there will be a four hour break today, and a little bit of pleasure will be allowed before the crashing through the big scary old door triggers another four days of despair. To somethings great delight, I choked on my small bowl of noodles again last evening, but unlike the night before, at least I was able to swallow my medication with some water. I had another awful night, and was awake early again, so I got up to feed Percy and George, and gave them a good feed. I let George out with ham, gave Percy his usual, and got out the way before something crushed me. When I went down there to check on Percy, he wanted to go out, I was hoping that he would stay in, but off he went, and back up here I got before I was barged out the way. At least the little birds singing away cheered me up a bit. Molly came with me when I went to make the coffee, but something was waiting for me to get out the way… a morning filled with such fun and games little girl. I might not go into town tomorrow, as I have to be at the vet with Tiddles early, I will just have to see how quickly things get done in the morning. I am sorry about being so quick little girl, but I am feeling very depressed, and I got up feeling okay. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX