William 16th November 2021

Good morning beautiful Topsy. Poor Percy had been shoved out when I got down there to the kitchen yesterday, and I cannot remember if I looked out there for him, but at least I did not have to get out the way. It was three hours of happiness, but then I had to get back up here out of the way with Molly, as something was due to come crashing through the big scary old door… I think that we had just got up here, when I heard the crashing’s. I had mushroom and blue cheese soup for a change last evening, but I will not be doing it again for a while, as it went straight through me. I cannot win, if I have noodles, I choke on them, and I cannot have mushroom soup, as it does not agree with me… there is nothing else for me to try, as I choke on potato and leek soup, and vegetable soup as well. I cannot eat a proper meal downstairs, as something is always waiting for me to get out their snorting way. They can shovel down huge breakfasts, lunches, dinners, teas, and pigging suppers… dopey daft me, I cannot even have my favourite boiled egg salad rolls anymore. I am sure this time, that I have just heard poor Percy being shoved out, and I made sure that he and George had a good feed this morning. When I let George out, I gave her a big lump of ham, and gave Percy a saucer of ham, ducky stuff, and squirty salmon stuff, then got out the way. He has eaten it all by the time that I went back down to make the coffee, so before I had to get out of somethings way again, I gave him a packet of Molly’s posh stuff. I managed to eat a few biscuits this morning, but I have no idea what I can have this evening… I did buy some fish fingers, so I might try some of them with some chips, if they have not been grabbed and gobbled down. There is more coming tomorrow, as I have ordered about £250 worth of shopping. Not that it will last long though, but at least I will not have to bring back much when I go into town to buy myself a few things… but I am expecting something to be needed, and have to come staggering back laden down with even more food again. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX