Good morning beautiful Topsy. It took me a long time to calm down yesterday little girl, as I only got angrier when the weather got worse… the rain and the wind was terrible, but that was okay, as long as huge breakfasts could be grabbed and gobbled down. I looked out there in the gardens for poor Percy when I was allowed down there for a few minutes just before midday, but I could not see him, there would have only been more moaning if I had let him in anyway. I had to get out of the way quickly, as something was waiting to was the huge breakfast plates, which had been cleared for almost two hours, and could have easily been washed long ago… but no, it waits until I come down, then decides to do them. When I got up here, I felt so low, I cannot remember what happened until I went down there in the late afternoon… and then the only things that I remember are having to get out the way as soon as I got down there. As soon as I got back up here, some idiot decided to start letting off fireworks, then it was more misery until I was allowed back down there so I could get myself another small bowl of noodles… and I had to get out the way quickly then as well. I was so tired when I brought Molly up here last night, and got into bed as soon as I could, and had another awful night. I was awake about six times, and was awake early again this morning. I fed Percy and George, and when I let George out, I gave her a big lump of ham, Percy his usual, then got back up here before I got in anyone’s way. Of course, I had to get out the way when I went back down there to make the coffee, and something was pretending to be asleep… if it had not been so stupid and childish, I might have laughed. Before I had to get out the way, I went to see poor Percy, who wanted to go out, so at least he was not shoved out this time. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much too you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX