Good morning beautiful Topsy. Yesterday was another awful day little girl, poor Percy was shoved out, and the few times that I went downstairs, I had to get out of the way as soon as I got down there… I could not even get any mushroom soup ready, and had to make do with noodles again. Even when I went down there to get Molly last night, I had to get out the way quickly, as something was waiting to come slithering up the stairs. I was awake three times during the night, and I do not know if I woke up late or early this morning, as the time has been messed with again… but I was awake twenty minutes before I usually get up. Poor Percy was crying to come in, but I got the food ready first, then let him in, though I had to call for George, who arrived quickly. When George had finished, I let her out with a big lump of ham, then gave poor Percy his usual. Just after I got back up here out the way, it started pouring down, so I went back down to see if George would come back in, but she was not there… Percy was crying to go out, but changed his mind. I went back down there a few times, but each time, Percy changed his mind when I opened the garden doors. He did go out for a few minutes when I went back down there to make the coffee, but soon came back in when I opened the doors. I had to hurry up, as something was already waiting for me to get out of the way when I had gone down there… and would be grumbling and muttering about gobbling down its huge breakfasts on time, and poor Percy was wanted out of the way. To save Percy being shoved out, I said that I would come back down and let him out, but by the time I got back down there, the wind had got up, and it was still raining. I tried to ask my poor Mum if he could stay in a bit longer, but I was interrupted by loud complaining and muttering, and there was probably wild trumpeting and snorting as well, but I do not know, as I shut the room door as soon as I was interrupted. Poor Percy, he looked up at me when I opened the garden doors, and he did not want to go out, but I had to put him out there, and I felt absolutely terrible… I am not doing that again. I am so angry, I cannot think of anything else to tap down little girl, it was bad enough starting this off… and to make matters worse, the wind has got worse. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX