Good morning beautiful Topsy. It has been an awful couple of days little girl… after something went trundling off out of here the day before yesterday, my poor Mum and little sister had something to eat, as they cannot when that gobbling thing is here. Even though I stuffs its bags with half loaves of bread, it still asks where its share is if it catches anyone eating, just as the old ogre used to do… and he would have no problem taking what we had. That is just what happened the day before yesterday, as it came crashing through the big scary old door just as my little sister was eating, and I had offered to make some hot dogs the day before. The last time I did that was years and years ago, before my head injury, and it was supposed to go out with the old ogre. They both waited though, I did not know, and they both gobbled down the hot dogs, my little sister just had two, I had nothing. They still shovelled down huge dinners, though I had nothing, the hot dogs were supposed to be my meal, but those two greedy things grabbed and gobbled them down. Things could have been worse the other day though, as when had I gotten back up here with Molly after making the coffee, she wanted to go back downstairs, but I told her to that she would have to wait until I had dressed my manky odd finger. Had I taken her down, I would have been hit by something very large crashing through the big scary old door, and Molly would have got out.i cannot remember much else about the day before yesterday, just choking on some mushroom and blue cheese soup, and getting into bed. I woke up very early yesterday morning, then I had to take a great pile of that spoilt, gobbling coos stuff out there to the bins, and that took ages. I had a horrible time yesterday, I could not leave for the barbers when I wanted, and when I did leave, the barbers was still shut when I got there, then there was the long walk into town. I usually enjoy the nice long walk, but seeing as I am feeling so unwell, and it took me ages to get there, and as usual, I had a big pile to get. When I got back here, I just had enough time to put everything away, make some coffee, then up here I had to get. Something was waiting for me to get out the way, and I managed to get some biscuits before I did so. I had to take some pain relief tablets when I got up here, and of course, I choked on them, then I choked on the biscuits. I also choked on my noodles last evening, and then my drink… I was not very happy when I got into bed. I did not want to get up this morning, but I did so that I could feed poor Percy and George, who ran away when they saw me yesterday. I gave them both a good feed, let George out with ham, gave Percy ham and salmon, then got back up here before I got in anythings way. Percy wanted to go out when I went back down to make the coffee, and even then, something was waiting for me to get out of the way… I had to get out the way so quickly, I forgot the biscuits. I went and got them, and I was so hungry, I expected to choke again, but thankfully, I did not. Yesterday and the day before were terrible little girl, I hope that today is better, as I can see me loosing it. I love you Topsy, I love you so much little girl, and I miss you, I miss you so much you beautiful brave little girl. XXXXX